I don’t know what to do anymore. When did I become so weak and afraid to be alone and by myself? It tears me up inside but being next to him and with him feels perfect every time. He says he’s not ready for the relationship yet we spend every other day together, we talk every morning and every night before we go to sleep, he says I love you and I say it back so why is the title so important to him?? Why does the title make such a huge impact?? And I know everyone thinks that if he really did love me then it wouldn’t be an issue and all that other shit but I just can’t let go. And every day I hate myself more for it. I’m lost and confused and I wish he would just realize that it doesn’t make a difference. When am I going to get so tire of the waiting that I finally move on?? When….






